Where's The End Of This Story?

At the moment, I feel like something's eating me up. Nothing's going right. This is meant to be the time where all the problems and memories never existed & a new life began. Who ever thought i'd screw up this much. So lonely..no one to share the pain with. No one seems to understand. I guess in the end we all die all alone. Who's actually there for you until the end...No-One.
I swear, one more thing & im literally going to end my life..